crushing my head........

Assalamualaikum....

today i strt my life at 10 am...hanging in frnt of my lptop...
search fr info fr my prsnttion....
tke my bth around 1 pm..
rush to librry at 2.30 pm..
going alone...
crushing my head wth gpl assgnmnt...
huhuhu...
thnk bout one qstion fr an hour...
hw dffclt it is..
bt now i realise dat im now in chlggng stge..
whre evry ftre lwyr afraid to face...
i try my bst..
as what my arabic ustzh said...
~all of u are da frst prson too be question~
so shld be rsponsble fr dat...
nthg to be afraid...
as long have faith with Him...
miss my Parents...

SeMANGAT PerjUAnGAn???

jika,
dulu seorang penghulu gah di kampungnya dek smgtnya..
ke mana ia mnghilang????

jika,
dulu seorang pnghulu sering mlaungkn smgt "satu kampung"...
ke mana hilangnya smgt itu??

jika,
dulu seorang pnghulu sgt sygkn ank buahnya...
adkh syg itu msh trsemat??
atau ia pudar dtelan masa??
atau hlg krna skap ank buahnya??

jika
seorng pnghulu brdiri gagah,
dengan pnuh smgt dn motivasi.....
ke mna prginya smgt??
ke mana perginya motivasi...

jika
dulu seorang pnghulu xprnh knal ptus asa....
slalu mncri jln wlupun brfkir kseorgn....
wlupun tnpa bntuan pmbntu....
skrg??
adkh bputus asa??

jika
dlu seorg pmimpin dsngi rmai,
tampil dgn idea2 bru
dtmbah dgn plksanaan yg efektif
brcmpur smgat yg dsmbut baik rmai
skrg???
knpa prlu dfkirkn kta org??
kna tdk dtruskn smgt i2??
knpa pula wjud ank buah yg tdk brstuju??

jika
dulu seorg pmimpin brtndak brsndrian..
tnpa prlu dtmani pmbntu...
hnya brbkalkn knln rpat..
tnpa mngkut pngkt dn kbsrn..
tnpa mngra orgnssi yg drncg...
tnpa mngra hti yg trclar...
dek sstem yg xdgna pkai...
mngpa??
hri ini tdk dtruskn shja??
mngpa hri ini seorg pmimpin mmkirn tntg orgnisasi??

jika
dulu seorg yg dglar pmimpin hnya mmndg knln yg rpt
atau knln yg strf pmikirnnya utk dbwa brbncg...knpa tdak skrg???
kalaulah..
tnjuk ajr dberi...
insyaallah...semua akn jdi..

jika
dulu ank buah boleh mmberi krjsma kpda seorg ktua...
knpa tdak skrg??
ttpi ank buah pnya jwpn yg brbeza....
ksbukan yg brbeza...
ksbukan yg dbwa brsma arus msa...
siapa yg hrus dprsalahkn??

jika
semua phak...
ketua,pnghulu,pmimpin or ank buah...
dpt mmhami ssma sndri
tidak da yg kcewa
tdak ada yg mnyndri
tdk ada yg mnyepi..
tidk ada yg trsndr..
tidk ada yg mnyndr..
tidak ada yg mrjuk...
tidak ada semunya...

bngunlh whai seorg pmimpn..
bgnlh whai serg pnghulu..
bgnlh whai seorg ketua..
jika hri ini lbih baik dri smlm
maka buktikn lah...

bangunlh juga whai ank buah...
tnpa ank buah
tiada buapak..
tnpa buapak
tiada lembaga
tnpa lembga tiada pmrintah...


*coretan pnjg lbar bkn tjuan mnykitkn hti tp pnyai mksd yg trsndri
wlupn dtg dri seorg yg xbrfkirn tggi.
hnya mluahkn kkcewaan yg ad dlm dri.
tnpa da yg mmhami sblum ini..
tgisan dlm dri dsindungi ktbahan seorg dri...
kkcewaan mnjdi seorg pmbntu trparut d hati...
tpi mngpa semua prlu bgini...
bngnlah pmimpn yg dsgani..
ank buah, buapak, lembaga..
bkn xfhami...
tp cma ksbukn mngengilinigi dri...
wlupn dlm erti kta cuti..
tp semua xdpt dielakkn dri...
pnulis mwkili semua diri..
mmohon maaf yg tramat skali..
bkn kmi mnykitkn hati..
kmi hnya trlpa dri...
bngnlah kembali whai pmipin yg dsgani..
sntuhan anda dtagih lagi..
jatuhnya anda,jatuhlah kmi...
akhir sekali..
bangunlah whai pmuda pemudi...
mnta maaf sekali lgi.....

MgGu YG mMentkN+HEpI......

assalamuailaikum......
dh lme xmnlis blog....wlupown xhbat dlm mnlis tp i try my best...as my l/s teacher said -imprve ur eng by writng journal or diary-
its not bout improve or not...but fr me wrtng smtg is more intstng thn reading frever..hahahhaha..
juz utk rfrsh dri sndri...bru je sem 2 nie start but i hve deal wth a lot of thngs or prob...huhuhu
but all dis tets frm Allah..just accept it..
wht thngs dat mde me busy almst dis 2 week was all bout SMAC.......
huhuhu...but SMAC had opened back my spirit to become a leader again after a frustring moment during school time..i didnt become a good leader+ most of stdnt hate us....
talkin bout SMAC..huhu..fr da frst tme in my career(cam kerek lak), my team loss with big margin..huhuhu..6-0 law team loss to econs team...
team chemistry is da main prob since we just frst tme play as a teammate...huhuhu..
we almost all of law stdent hd been critic by other courses fr da loss..hahahha..

they said it usual la bdak law klah..dorg mna tawu main2 sgt..dorg baca bku bley r...

trasa gak kpdihan dek lontrn kritik yg agk pdas...huhuhu..
but dis evng, law team cme back frm their loss by winning one gme against irk team..(official result bcoz one of thier goal was offside...so proud wth da spirit my teammtes hve..play without thnkg wht other said...huhuhu

back to da spirit cme back to be a leader..just now i just hve a meeting wth all da plyers n captain for SMac....i hve to hndle all dis bcoz Headsport g pj....so jdi ktua kjap la aku..
tp mg xdnafikn sjak aku jdi pljr law nie..aku ska sgt brckp..wlupown kdg2 xdak point nk brckp...
nk jdi crita dlm tgh syok brckp aku trfikirkn stu ayt yg hbat...pergh..bgi aku la..
"law student not just a reader or speaker but also a sportmen"

huhuhu...syok sendrik lak..
tp skrg im ready to SMAC!!!!

esk aku akn brtpak di PJ slam 2 hari...
frst tme aku da gme PKUl 10 mlm..mcm EPL..
dats all dlm cretan kli nie..

sori sbab gna dua bhasa...
mrosakkn mthertongue je...